Hi all,
I finished making the first version of a new script last week and was planning to post it this weekend, however today I learned of the tragic death of the wonderful fetish/porn actress I was using images of in the script: Alexis Grace.
Aside from the fact she was one of my favourite Femdom/spanking actresses and the co-incidence kind of freaking me out a bit, she was far too young (only 27) and I was really shocked and upset at her sudden passing.
However, I now feel a bit odd having her in this new script I was about to post. On the one hand, I know she loved her work and I really like the idea of paying tribute to her and keeping her alive and appreciated long after she's gone. On the other hand, I do feel just a little bit morbid posting this now, especially so soon after her passing.
What do others feel about this, and fantasies about deceased actors in general? Is it any different to fantasising now-elderly or deceased stars from their heydays in the 70's, 80's or even 90's now (or even earlier for older fans)? After all, I definitely lust over photos of actresses from a certain era that no longer look as they do in those pictures!
Or is this one a case where the passing of time would make it feel less odd?